To my friend KL

So I usually work every single day, but convinced my manager, my aunt, for a day off. I had to go visit a friend who is extra hard to get in touch with, so when he said come, I went! We talked for hours and hours about what seemed like everything; what's been going on, what's to come and what has been. Gosh I didn't realize how much I missed him until sitting down chatting with him. I feel as though God places different people in our lives for specific reason. My "guy friend" who I shall call KL, so he will remain confidential, is absolutely amazing! When I first met him, I know there was something different about this guy and I have got to find out who he is... So we grew closer and closer over the years, and he really makes me value his friendship. KL & I share a lot of the same ideas about different things, especially when it comes down to helping people. I was chatting with KL about a past relationship that keeps haunting me every time I think about it & the person who was on the other end of that long relationship. KL is not a huge fan of the ex-boyfriend, but I needed some advice on why this ex-boyfriend keeps coming back to haunt me. I came to the conclusion, people use others for their own well being, it is not fair, but it is life. I told myself I was going to be working on my forgiveness skills and one person I know I have not forgave is my ex-boyfriend. I am praying for the strength to forgive him, and know that soon the past will be behind me and not come back haunting me. I learn a lot from KL, I hope he reads this! I love you KL <3