In the mist of trying to correct yourself and doing the "right" thing it seems as if you are strong in some areas you lack in a major way in other areas.
I've asked God to place a mirror in front of me so I can see the things he sees that I need to work on greatly. I don't want to be that person that walks through life pissing everyone off because I have a nasty attitude, talking about people all the time, being stuck up or whatever it is to make people mad. I know we cannot please everyone in life, but at the same time we shouldn't be making others mad at us all the time.
Where am I going with this, you ask? I'm not sure, but just stick with me & we'll all find out together.
Nobody is perfect, yes we all know that; but we can strive for perfection, right? I'm going through some changes in my life dealing with some family, as well as some personal things. Through all of the things I am going through, I am trying to not let those things bother me as I strive for excellence. I feel as though in the mist of me trying to do "right" I have lacked in so many other important areas. Sometimes when we get so focused on one thing everything else seems to fail, because we aren't creating an equal balance of the other things around us. All in all, I guess I need balance in my life so I can protect the things I have already as I work on the other things I do not have/need to be fixed.
To the person I upset yesterday, I do apologize for my actions. I'm not too sure what I did exactly, but I think I have an idea. I feel as though my excuses for my actions usually ends with an "I'm sorry" or "my bad" or "well you know how I am". Time out for all of that, it's time for a change. Time out for making excuses. A part of life is making mistakes, fixing them and not looking back on them. Bare with me as I work on my issues and do accept my deepest and most sincere apology. I am here when you're ready to talk :-)
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